Prince is amazing live, He just fills the room, completely mesmerising. And yet, offstage he’s incedidibly shy. He only comes to life when he’s playing music. I can identify with that. Not the stupendous talent by the way, but only being able to be confident through what you do.

I remember swimming being like that as a child. I was shy, wonky and clumsy back then (back then? Still am!) but in the pool suddenly everything clicked into place. That’s what so great about sport for the athlete. Winning’s great of course, but that’s nothing next to the feeling of power flowing through your body, the sheer joy of feeling like there’s no end to what you can do.

Suddenly you’re untouchable, immortal, there’s so much ability fighting to get out that if you don’t use it you’ll explode.

Asterix

It’s a big like Asterix drinking Getafix’s secret potion.

And when you’re done, you’re back into the real world – Superman is back to Clark Kent.

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That’s what planning feels like to me sometimes. I like the fact that you never stop learning in this job, but I know what I’m talking about. I love talking thinking and talking about strategy it excites me, I think that great thinking is beatiful.

It scares me to the marrow to do presentations, just like I used to quiver before a race. But once it starts, I love it, and since people can see that love coming out, it usually goes OK – even if I spill the odd drop of tea along the way.

So I’m going to post about planning still, but I’m going to do more on sport too. These are the two places I get to feel a bit more like Spidey and a little less like Peter Parker.

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    Andrea

    You have no idea how much I can relate to that, a bit of the swimming bit as well because I did go pro when I was younger but had to quit because of school. It was amazing and I’ve been staring at your post for about five minutes now, nodding and thinking “Yesss, this is what it’s all about”.
    I love learning new things and unlike Homer it doesn’t push old things out of my brain that easily..
    To be very unoriginal by quoting someone else, it’s “that thing that kept me up all night, that made it impossible for me to ever sleep. I’m never comfortable or settled. As much as I love my work and love life sometimes you feel the madness is killing you. But it’s also the thing that keeps you alive”
    Ring a bell? πŸ™‚

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